Sunday, October 6, 2013

Dancing - a way to step through grief

I love imagining dance choreography.  

Daydreaming. Dances that unfold in my mind while moving along to the rhythm of musical tunes. One, two, three, and four. All styles of music. I meditate away from reality through dance.

Sometimes I put those imagined dances to life and I feel the muscles of my body embrace the feeling of freedom. The sense of freedom I feel when I more than half-way succeed with a pirouette, almost like a feeling like a little bird. The joy.  

Freedom? 
It makes me think of the meaning of freedom in life. The importance of freedom. My mind drifts over to the love I feel when my fingers dance over the keyboard. Creating choreography by matching letters together to tell some story. Dances show stories. Stories filled with emotion, without any limitations. Stories told in a dance are pure and can be interpreted in uncounted directions, depending on the audience. My head is filled with dances to beautiful tunes, honest tunes. But the tools to let the stories free have faced boundaries. Boundaries that I can call “a travel through human emotions”. Simply put; grief. Identifying feelings and emotions in that journey is in itself a lesson in freedom - what it is, and the meaning of it. Especially when feelings can be expressed through dancing. I think dancing is my path through my own grief process. 


I stopped blogging for a while, but I did not stop believing there`s a everyday hero in everyone of us. It is about time my fingers grab a hold of the rhythm of the keyboard again. Without limitations.